Instructions laid out by elders,we set sail without tapping into the source,plotted the course not understanding that we were intentionally navigating towards the winds which would ravage the shores. Stepped out into the waters on faith,navigating the present without your presence;I relinquish the notion of the lighthouse calming the currents, rather than providing a pathway out of it..
- Hans A Bouzi Jr
The more i learn ,the less i claim to know & unconditional love is a theory disproven between us;leaving only discontent to grow from the foundation we claimed to be sowing into..no virtue..the villains were writing their own story from within it.
- Hans A Bouzi Jr
I know my own thoughts cross paths like the intersection of "indecisive " & "intentional" , yet both streets were covered with all I unconditionally poured from the heart..too good willed...hunting season, while avoiding emotional vice grips I've set out of this comfort (discomfort) zones throughout these recurring seasons..
- Hans Bouzi Jr
In spirit , I was nurturing an environment i believed to be fruitful, in truth;the cracks in the foundation were hidden behind "well if you really loved me"...the vessel was never broken..poured out every ounce, in and out of season without question..as her climates changed the clouded judgment revealed that it was time to recommit to the potter without reservation..
- Hans A Bouzi Jr
I want to share This existence & the next , inhaling the remnants of your presence in the air..to share my whole heart ,wholeheartedly , logically knowing that one day one of us might leave...deciphering heartbeats as if they're morse code love notes..that were left unread..
- Hans A Bouzi Jr
A love that is as inevitable as the waves carrying the vessel..an unconditional agreement rooted in understanding that the unknown territories ahead were worth risking our own egos and emotions..whether we capsized or thrived...we did it in the pursuit of discovering what our collective love language is , or what it should have been...
- Hans A. Bouzi, Jr
With every thought I have of you.....
With every thought I have of you...
With every thought I have of you..
With everything I thought I knew of you..With every breath, there I was..losing you.
Hans A Bouzi, Jr
Whether or not,the weather embodied the tensions of the heart;as conquerors we weather the storm knowing that we're rooted in a grace that is sufficient in all things.
Whether we've perceived seasons in the rationale of wrath or glory; Wither not will one leaf(Psalms 1:3)..
The Author vs. The Character.
Free Will vs. The Scheme.
The dollar vs the dream
We live & we learn.
Yet , In the end…Would you rather faith without the works?
Meditation on the condition of ones heart…Whether songs of Redemption or Isolation , acknowledgement of self..acknowledgement of rest..thankful that in weariness fresh winds are restored with the whisper of a prayer..acknowledgement of the...presence ;please rest.
If im worthy , then I'm wondering if I can save the tax for the days that I'm feeling worthless?.. The perplexity of imperfections blossoming is a consistent occurrence...reminder..remember the mustard seed..flourish in due season.
Forgiveness isn't for the weak hearted.
Dearly departed we're gathered here today for the childhood memories malnourished. The miseducation of chivalry as told by Jiminy Cricket. Misguided into wonderland, Apologies for these scars Alice.
Unknowlingly Etch-A-Sketched initials into what was meant to be an unconditional safe haven , the heart is deceitful above all things..I should've listened.
What if the transgressions of our hearts held no absolution? What if the stairway to heaven descending with each step , reciprocating the missed steps of the salvation I claimed to have wanted yet held micro aggressions? Is there forgiveness at the end of the tunnel if the heart isn't thoroughly inspected? If I end up in hell , would you still receive these love letters?
Keep your heart guarded. If love has lost it’s meaning then who are we to move forward in a language we no longer know how to interpret?
Emotional.
Triggered.
Hindered.
Submission.
Thankful.
Balanced.
- Hans A. Bouzi , Jr
“In every book of our love story ,she remained the editor. There was a common understanding that the Lord was the author and finisher of our lives , yet she provided clarity and understanding when words were even left out”
- Hans A. Bouzi , Jr
Continue to trust in the Lord. In the process of what on the surface may be perceived as a forced stillness; The Lord will cultivate the seeds throughout the seasons until the foundation is set on his terms. #RootedInFaith
Within "Seasonal Relationships " : Understanding & Continuity of trust in God , Therefore removing my hand from doors which were intentionally closed .
"The Taste Of Her Lips Lingered On My Skin & Within My Spirit...Intertwined Fingertips..With Deliverance In Her Eyes As Physical Scars Were Outlined.. In Search Of The Sun While Whispering Words Of Praise To The Moon .."
- Hans A. Bouzi , Jr
